New month... July didn't go to well

Its been a minute since I updated my blogspot but there's a reasonable explanation for that. Ok...lets see.... where do I start.... ok....I'm having a tough time getting my financial aid straight (you would think after 5 years I'd have it down pact) , my aunt Pat dies, the homies PK & George pass away the next day AFTER my aunt, fear of getting old is creeping up on me (I'm 24 and feel like I'm doing jack shit with my life), I've become Isolated but outgoing, quite but loud, shy but outrageously social, its like I'm a human oxymoron in a way. Odd thoughts have run amuck in my mind like dog doing back flips in a cyclone in Alabama. OH and pardon my writing skills.... usually my wizardry of words come to life when I write but I'm kinda not in the mood. Sorry......to whomever reads this....BUT I will get back to blogging.... OH and I'm trying to get my own "dot com" website...I feel like everyone has a blogspot so I have to change it up a bit. Until then.....the spot is where it is.OH M
Y GOD....I just read what I wrote and its written horribly!!! I'm not fixing it...